Lottie Tomlinson wiped away tears as she talked about her mother’s deathCredit: Youtube/Feel Good FormulaLottie’s mum Johannah Deakin passed away from cancer in 2016Credit: Instagram
Lottie was just 18-years-old when her mother died from leukaemia.
Speaking to her brother’s girlfriend Zara McDermott on her Feel Good Formula podcast with Boots, mum-of-two Lottie, who shares her kids with Lewis Burton, said: “‘It’s really hard having your own kids without your mum.”
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Beginning to well up, she said: “(I’m) Not gonna get upset. Literally said to myself, ‘Don’t cry’.
“But yeah, I think my sisters have been a big one, we’ve all sort of come together and tried to look after each other and it makes me feel closer to her in a way because obviously I know how much being a mum meant to her.
“And it means so much to us, I think, because of how she brought us up with being so maternal and I think that’s why we all are how we are because of her but yeah, it’s hard.”
Speaking about how her big brother Louis really stepped up, she added how he took her on tour with him, and supported her.
Lottie said her brother Louis became a ‘father figure’ to herCredit: GettyLottie became emotional as she talked about her beloved mumCredit: Youtube/Feel Good Formula
“I appreciate now that he even let me come on the tour,” Lottie said.
“But it was actually really nice in the end because he sort of stepped into a real fatherly role on that tour, and he didn’t let me get away with anything.
“I think it gave us a really strong bond that you sort of can’t explain because we went through that together.
“We’re so close now, and I think it is because of those few years. Me being there with him, I think in the end he liked having me there for the support.
Lottie is now a mum herself – seen here with her partner Lewis Burton and their two kidsCredit: InstagramThe family also lost sister Fizzy, aged 19, just years after their mother’s deathCredit: Instagram
“And he was sort of fathering me a bit, but I was almost mothering him a bit as well. So I would pull him up on stuff if he was acting a certain way and it sort of worked both ways, which was nice.”
Lottie’s late mother Johannah had seven children, including Louis and Lottie.
One Direction fans have accused Louis Tomlinson’s sister of ‘rolling her eyes’ at his girlfriend Zara McDermott on the red carpet.
While Zara and Daisy have always claimed to be close pals, eagle-eyed 1D devotees are convinced they shared an awkward moment as they chatted to an interviewer on the red carpet at the Pride of Britain awards.
Fans claimed Daisy Tomlinson appeared to roll her eyes at Zara McDermottCredit: pop dropThe unofficial sisters-in-law are extremely close – but did Louis’ fans spot secret tension?Credit: Shutterstock Editorial
Chatting to red carpet outlet Pop Drop, Zara was discussing her upcoming 30th birthday when she admitted: “I’m not really, like, a party person, and I feel like when it’s your birthday, I don’t know if anyone else gets this, but I always feel…”
As the Love Island and Strictly star appeared to be struggling to find the right word, Daisy then jumped in to finish her sentence, adding: “Pressure.”
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Zara then continued: “Pressure to talk to everyone”, before Daisy then turned her head and appeared to briefly roll her eyes upwards.
The split-second moment has now been eagerly debated online, especially by some who don’t appear to be fans of Zara’s.
One viewer said: “Daisy looked like she doesn’t like Zara and when Zara was talking Daisy looked p***ed off.
“I couldn’t care less if shes dating Louis she can have him but Daisy sure was giving ‘here we go again vibe’. I find it hard to listen to.”
Another wrote: “Look, Daisy is rolling her eyes at Zara’s comment.”
A third believed it happened because Daisy felt interrupted, adding: “Zara keeps talking over Daisy! Annoying!”
Zara and Louis have been dating since March last yearCredit: InstagramZara sported a thigh-split black dress to the red carpet event this weekCredit: Getty
And a fourth said: “I think Zara was just trying to yap and she contradicted herself about bday plans and Daisy just couldn’t hide her facial expressions bc I have that problem too.”
Others didn’t buy it, however, and felt that some were reading too much into the exchange.
“Idk, I don’t think she wasn’t tryna be shady,” one said.
Another defended the accusations that Zara talked over Daisy, weighing in: “If you saw the whole interview she let Daisy talk for the first half of it, then Daisy let her talk about her birthday.”
Despite the hotly debated moment, the girls walked the red carpet arm in arm and gushed about spending Christmas together.
“We’re going to have a big family Christmas this year”, said Zara.
“It’s rare that you get everyone in the same room, so it’ll be nice.”
After confirming she’s looking forward to spending it with her other half and his clan, Zara said: “I’ve had to try to figure out how to split my time between my family and Louis’ this year, it’s so difficult!”
A spokesman for the girls told The Sun: “Daisy and Zara have a lovely relationship and Daisy was delighted to attend the Pride of Britain Awards alongside her.”
THERE were plenty of skeptics when former Love Islander Zara McDermott struck up an unlikely romance with One Direction heartthrob Louis Tomlinson early last year.
But as Zara gives The Sun a rare insight into life with superstar Louis, it appears the couple have proved the naysayers wrong.
Zara McDermott has shared a rare insight into her relationship with Louis TomlinsonCredit: AlamyThe couple have been together since early 2025Credit: Instagram
“We’re going to have a big family Christmas this year, it’s rare that you get everyone in the same room, so it’ll be nice,” the duo tell me.
After confirming she’s looking forward to spending it with her other half and his clan, Zara admits: “I’ve had to try to figure out how to split my time between my family and Louis’ this year, it’s so difficult!”
Zara walked the Pride Of Britain red carpet alongside Louis’ younger sister DaisyCredit: Shutterstock EditorialShe explained how the plan is to have a ‘big family Christmas’ with Louis’ clan this yearCredit: Instagram
As the pair discuss shopping for Louis – which Daisy assures is an easy task – Zara says in a rare gush: “He’s just a very happy person, he’s always happy. And he’s just always grateful.”
Despite being often seen at Louis’ California home, Zara – who noted how Louis’ siblings are her ‘sisters’ now – says the pair’s main residence is his North London home.
“It’s mostly London! I travel all over, but mostly London because that’s where all of my family and friends are.”
Zara and Louis keep their union famously private, with the pair only ever sharing a few snaps together online and rarely discussing one another.
“He is genuinely the most amazing person I’ve ever met in my life, he’s an inspiration to me in so many ways.
Zara split from boyfriend of five years Sam Thompson in late December 2024Credit: GettyShe has now described Louis’ siblings, Daisy, Phoebe and Lottie Tomlinson, as her ‘sisters’Credit: InstagramZara rose to fame on Love Island in 2018Credit: RexShe and Louis keep their relationship fairly private and rarely post about one anotherCredit: Instagram/Zara_Mcdermott
“He is the most empathetic, considerate, kind person. He will always think about every single other person before himself, and I think that is such a rare quality to find in someone.”
There are even rumours that the loved-up pair could soon announce they are engaged, but the presenter remains stubbornly tight-lipped about wedding bells.
That doesn’t mean the relationship has been without its challenges, with Zara widely trolled by Louis’ fans who, at the beginning of their relationship, accused her of “following” the popstar around.
When Zara posted snaps of herself in Italy, where Louis was performing at a sold-out concert in Milan, earlier this year – she was subjected to vile backlash.
At the time, a source told The Sun: “Zara can’t win with the trolls.
“She’s either accused of ‘following’ Louis around the world or is slated for not being a supportive enough girlfriend.
“It’s like she’s damned if you do, damned if you don’t.”
But keeping a dignified silence appears to have done the trick for Zara, who is proving to his fans that she certainly doesn’t seem to be going anywhere – and the whole Tomlinson clan are behind her.
LOUIS TOMLINSON has opened up about juggling being a globetrotting singer and a proud dad.
The former One Direction star said: “Being a dad is incredibly rewarding, but it’s also challenging.
Louis Tomlinson has opened up about juggling being a singer and a dadCredit: GettyLouis shared this pic online when son Freddie was bornCredit: PA:Press Association
“On my recent American run of shows, my son Freddie came to two shows.
“I normally do a really good job of splitting myself down the middle – me as dad, and me at work as a singer.
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“When those two worlds meet, I find it incredibly stressful because all I want to do is give all of my time to Freddie, but the mental game to stand up on stage is also quite consuming.
“Me and my son almost pretend that I don’t do this job – we live our lives as normally as we possibly can.
“When home and work collide, it’s a bit uncomfortable as, truthfully, all I want to do is spend my time with him.”
Louis made the candid comments to The Snuts’ Jack Chochrane for the Finding Joy In Short Moments podcast with Calm.
Despite completing two as-good-as-sold-out world tours, Louis says he still doubts himself at times now he’s without his bandmates.
He added: “It can be tough for me. Sometimes I might not think I am good enough to be on the stage.
“But I never leave the stage with that feeling.”
Coming from a band is always hard – let alone one that contained superstar Harry Styles – but I think Louis is killing it.
LOLA STARS IN STRIPES
Lola Young in a bold, multicoloured co-ord as she performs at the 2026 Austin City Limits Music FestivalCredit: Getty
LOLA YOUNG is stripe on trend as she takes to the stage in Texas.
The Messy singer wore this bold, multicoloured co-ord as she performed at the 2026 Austin City Limits Music Festival at the weekend.
Lola’s set went down a treat with festivalgoers, but just days ago the star revealed she sometimes struggles to breathe due to her love of vapes.
Taking to TikTok, Lola explained: “Somebody once said to me, ‘Lola, there will be a day when you wake up, you’ll be 25 or 26, from a deep sleep, and you’ll start to feel the effects of vaping’.
“You know what I said? I said ‘nah’ and rolled my eyes.
“But let me tell you something, the day has come.
“My lungs feel like they’re battery-powered, like they’re just one big battery.
“Breathing feels like a chore, it feels like hard work, it feels like I should be paid for breathing. It feels like there will be no tomorrow.”
MARRIED JOY APPEALS TO TROYE
Aussie star Troye Sivan with Charli XCXCredit: Getty
AUSSIE star Troye Sivan says attending Dua Lipa and Charli XCX’s glitzy weddings gave him a kick up the bum to find a husband.
The Rush singer, who is 31, explained: “All of my friends in Australia, they all got married when we were young, early 20s vibe.
“I felt nothing because I was like, ‘I’m on such a different track of life from them. I’m living in the US, I’m gay and I’m surrounded by people who are not married’.
“Then I started to feel the pressure for the first time when I started to go to music peers’ weddings.”
Troye split from model Jacob Bixenman in 2020. He told the Therapuss podcast: “Seeing Charli and Dua get married, I’m like, ‘Oh, f**k, my excuse of I’m really busy . . . I’m nowhere near as busy as them and they managed to make it work’.
“So I’m like, ‘OK, yeah, I should try and lock this down somehow’.”
KAI’S SCARY TRIP IS STRICTLY BUSINESS
Kai Widdrington and Chloe Wells attend the VIP night of Shocktober Fest at Tulleys FarmCredit: Getty
IT seems Kai Widdrington has been getting in the mood for Strictly’s Halloween special later this month.
The pro dancer took time out from his gruelling training sessions with celeb partner Delta Goodrem for a date night at the weekend.
The buff star and his girlfriend Chloe Wells headed to the VIP launch of Tulleys Shocktober Fest – the largest scream park in Europe.
Luckily, the scare mazes were the only fright Kai got this weekend as last night he and Delta sailed through to the next week of Strictly.
I honestly think they could go all the way.
GLASTO’S A 42-MIN SELL OUT
Harry Styles is set to headline Glastonbury 2027Credit: Getty Images
CONGRATULATIONS to all who secured tickets to Glastonbury 2027.
Yesterday hundreds of thousands of hopefuls battled to get tickets to the greatest festival on earth.
Headliners are set to be announced soon – with Harry Styles a dead cert for one of the slots. I previously told how Lily Allen has also been officially asked to perform at Worthy Farm.
The last time she was on the bill was in 2014, so I’m sure her set next year will be a moment.
The Bizarre team will be there to bring you all the gossip.
BUSTED’s Matt Willis revealed neither he nor wife Emma thought she would manage to land the Strictly hosting job, but he couldn’t be more proud of her.
He said: “Strictly was a curveball. Taking the biggest job on TV was not on our bingo card for 2026, but I’m so proud of her.
“And if anyone can do it, it’s Emma. I’m stoked for her, she’s perfect for it, and loves the show so much.”
TAKE THAT £73M TO THE BANK
Gary Barlow, Mark Owen and Howard Donald earned £73million from their Circus Live stadium tourCredit: Mike Marsland/WireImage
In a report from Pollstar – the leading music analytics firm – the trio earned £4,299,605.67 every night of their two-hour celebration.
The bank-balance-busting fees break down to £195,436.62 a song, £35,830 a minute, or £597.17 a second.
I was invited to hang out with the lads for their first night in Sheffield, and honestly, it was one of the best nights of my life.
FEARNE IS IN A REAL HAPPY PLACE NOW
Fearne Cotton’s wellness brand Happy Place banked £2million last yearCredit: Getty
FEARNE COTTON’s wellness brand Happy Place has put her in just that, as it banked £2million last year.
The former Top Of The Pops host set up the company after mental health struggles left her too scared to continue as a live TV or radio host – and her venture has certainly paid dividends.
As well as Happy Place being a podcast, she now holds the Happy Place Festival, has written books, and has built a market place where she gets a cut if people make purchases.
Latest accounts filed at Companies House show the star’s firm paid £500,000 in tax last year. After paying bills, the company has £1.4m in equity, including close to £1.2m cash in the bank – a rise from £900,000 the year before.
Fearne has been in the spotlight since the age of 15, when she won a nationwide talent search to present TV’s The Disney Club.
While her career has had a few twists and turns over the years, this is sure to have helped put a smile back on her face.
THE WEEK IN BIZNESS
MONDAY: Vicky Pattison takes on her most ambitious challenge yet with Tyne To Thames – a five-day, 250-mile journey from Newcastle to London by kayak, bike and on foot for Global’s Make Some Noise charity.
WEDNESDAY: Danny Beard will host the Attitude Awards at London’s Roundhouse where a host of stars will receive awards ahead of performances from Sugababes and Orville Peck.
FRIDAY: The Social Reckoning, a sequel to The Social Network, starring Mikey Madison and Jeremy Allen White hits cinemas, as Oasis’ film Don’t Look Back In Anger airs on Disney+.
SUNDAY: Andrew Garfield will be in town for the London Film Festival gala screening of his new movie Artificial with Monica Barbaro and Chris O’Dowd, about the firing and reinstatement of OpenAI CEO, Sam Altman.